Why is it that when ever I say I'll do something I put it off.... like this month is Book of Mormon March Madness and I'm way behind, I guess I need to find better motivation than coming home and jumping on my XBOX and play video games for the rest of the day. People always say that you need to have fun in your life but the fun I WANT consist of doing the hard stuff.... The stuff that takes days to do and I never have the time to do it like keeping my Blog up to date, getting stuff set up to go to school, actually participating with the Young men in scouts instead of sitting on my big butt and taking out the enemy team. I mean it good to have fun but doing the same thing over and over and OVER gets old but you can never quit the habit.
Man if I had all the time in the world to do whatever I want and it was easy that would be great.... but I would never get anything out of it would I? If I didn't struggle or TRY to do something then it wouldn't be all that great would it?
But enough of my feeling bad back to updating my life, I've been working a lot lately trying to save money for School, its harder to do that than I thought though especially when I want to get new stuff like clothes, games, and other miscellaneous junk. But hey I still have that dream to work my dream Career, either an animator, music producer, or artist. I really enjoy art a lot but I'm not that good at it unfortunately but hey, practice makes improvement right.
So in my last entry I said I would talk a little bit more about the girl I love so dearly, Cristal Lynn Burris. I've known Crissy since before Kindergarten, we went to church and school together when we were both living in Cottonwood Heights, she lived with her Grandma and she and I moved before 2nd grade started, I moved to West Jordan and she moved to Tooele which is about an hour drive from where I live. We kept in touch for a little bit than stopped for I don't know when but one Christmas at 8th grade I got a Christmas card from her and at first I couldn't remember who she was at first but thank goodness that my mom does Scrap Books cause I was able to find her in there and all the memories came back, and the rest is history, she still lives in Tooele and I still live in West Jordan, but we always fine ways to get together. I love her so much that I can't explain in words I hope that she could be the one for me, and we could be together for time and all Eternity.
